Kill Me

I do not understand the need to compress everything in a week.
I realize it is convenient for the compressor but not for the compressee.

Case in point:
1. Psychology- Dreams and Shit analysis.
2. Augustan-The Beggar's Opera, Moll Flanders, Rape of the Locke,Traherne and Crashaw.
3. Censorship-Term paper on Danish CArtoons

All of this in 3 days. Yes.

And stupid people ask me why I don't blog or come online enough.

:|


I still think you smell of cookies.

Life and Everything with it.

It's been a while only because Ipl consumes me day and night.. it creeps into my skin like uhm something creepy skin creeper..
So lot has happened. I am going to sound like a depressed poet when I say everything's changing for the worse...okay not very poetic.. BUT I TRY.. so die.[ see..it rhymed :D]
Mostly I have realised how relationships keep changing especially when they are not by blood. It's so very fragile , worse than the bull in a china. The littlest thing and the whole relationship turns ugly like a really bad bot-ox on an 80 year old. I'd kill to have the old days back. But i can't. The good news is I am not going to whine about it anymore.. yes this is the only medium that shall stand my whining. And the ones who dare read it. :P
It never works out if you have groups within groups and frustrations, pettiness and jealousies galore. Lately that's been the case. Oh sprinkled with misunderstandings and some honey. It could all be in my head. But apparently I am not the only one who sees this. Hurrah! I am not delusional after all.Oh wait. :|
Anyway on the plus side I did something VERY very VERY evil. REALLY evil. But ma sort of took the edge off by saying it wasn't as despicable as we thought it was. [oh yes I had accomplices]. It was sort of fun XD
But we will never ever do it again. EVER.
Now I am rather curious to find out about this guilty friend who has wronged me but will not tell me what till I actually meet her.. she keeps apologizing.. I hope I last till then.. Curiosity is the Grim Reaper.
Sigh.
And Kolkata Knight Riders are doomed. Again. That's new. Sigh. Serious talented people. Three times in a row.
And I like short sentences.
Ma's been very mysterious and silent about my bleeding ass. And everything else.I am hoping it's nothing serious. Sigh. Mothers.

Anyway, I have been random waay too long now. Lost my train of thought. Aren't you glad? :P
Bye bye now.

I still love them cookies.

Sunitha Krishnan fights sex slavery | Video on TED.com

Sunitha Krishnan fights sex slavery | Video on TED.com

just creating awareness is not enough.

We need to be like Sunitha Krishnan and do something.

Love love.

Accidentally in love by The Counting Crows
my latest love.


who needs men?

Happpiness by Deboleena 'the pixie' Rakshit :)

After struggling to upload this boooteeeefooool picture created by a very talented and vrilliant friend, Debo[leenaa] who is alsoo boooooteefoool, I present this art work of various happylists put together that'll just make anyone who reads it happy and fuzzy inside much like the things in the list itself. Thank you for making this. You is wow.


p.s - sorry for the shitty pic quality and am still trying to upload the 2nd chobi. :|

This is my new love!

Fireflies-Owl City City

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep


I love love love this song. Makes me fuzzy inside.

Where is the pie?

For the past few days I have done NOTHING. Okay, maybe I have. Scratched my bum, played with my underwear, squeezed my love handles and also managed to stuff my face with homemade cake. It has been days, no no.. weeks.. okay fine, months since I have opened a text book or anything meaningful that will help me 'grow as a person' or shit like that.
On the plus side I did manage to see a lot of films I didn't think I'd like. Danny the Dog, The Brave One, Hollywood Ending, Over her Dead Body, I'm not there.. . And there has been all the IPL matches that I HAD to watch or else , you know, life would be over as it were.
I slept for 12 hours a day, caught a cold, got fever, got out of it, puked and stuffed my face all over again, lost half a chip , found it under the sofa, finished two bars of Temptations and Five star fruit and nut. I also managed to catch all the episodes of Heroes, Friends and Two and a half men .

And when all of that got me bored I cam online and repeatedly listened to Dido, whom by the way I am going to marry because 'I am in love and always will be'.


Sigh, I must get back to human civilization before I really turn into a pig. Hmm, maybe after my mud bath.