Ma

Was going through my mother's childhood pictures.
She seemed like such a happy person, with no worries, no problems, parents to take care of everything.
I've always wanted to grow up , in the right sense of the term with a job and all the independence that comes with it.
I don't want to anymore. I do not want life. I want to be with mommy forever.
And if I do grow up. I want mommy to be there alll the time.

I dunno.

Sigh.

500 Days of Summer

Have been watching movies in random.
In the mood to rant about this one.
The movie's fine. A little septical if you are [still] a believer. Santa Claus is real.
The soundtrack of 500 Days of Summer is brilliant. Espicially 'Hero' by Regina Skeptor and 'She's got you High' by Mumm-Ra

I know no one will read this, but I know everyone will and pretend not to.
No I am just nauseatingly optimistic.I've seen the Julie/ Juila Project. Sue me.

Will rant later.
Taste the rainbow cookies.